Trini Angie

i met him...shook his hand...got a hug...n a high five!!!

here's my video - not all that...but - its Nigel!!! n Blue Emperor!!!

did u hear that man?!?!

Nigel Rojas and Blue Emperor - wonderful... i cant describe what this is doing for me... u can listen to samples of the music here to hear wat im takin bout...

track 4 - Anniversary, is  my favorite. its pulling my heart strings .... i had the great pleasure of hearing him at woodford cafe las tuesday i think... i think he's gonna be at movietown this friday as well - n u knw who else is there to support. i can hardly belive that this - our TT son is not as recognized as he should be. i wanna see the day wer i would hear this music, blasting from the street corner instead of this 'movado' and 'vybes cartel' shit i hear....dnt get me started on that. my opinion - we should ban that crap ....ne way - ...im not gonna let it get to me. i'll big up my guy here...hope u guys BUY the cd...

lemme knw wat u think. im verryyyy eager to hear ur opinions...

sigh - so many things to blog about... so little time n no kind discretion or organisation

so - tobago was a total disaster. mainly because i expected too much. i was petty...i was needy... i was ... but i was that way because i needed him to prove that we still had it. instead i got d hurtful truth for which i am grateful for...

i may be doing some thing 'bad'
but i like him
dont i?

this guy - he was an on-line buddy..jus sme 1 i added for car help n then i didnt really chat with... sme random night he was on, n so was i (im on like 24 o) n i jus started rambling to him... we talked every night since then...jus 'hi' 'hello'... then after tobago i went on 1 of my rambles (cause i jus wanted sme 1 to ramble to i guess)...n he told me hw much of n idiot i am...

he reminded me that i wasnt the fool, he was...for lettin a 'beautiful' person like me feel that way...

he called me 'beautiful'....

we talked a bit b4 i went to tobago. i told him lots of stuff... he made the heart ache wonderfully easy... he restored my ego like 'wow'...i felt like "hey! ur the 1 who's missin out n the best ting EVER buddy!" ...lol. i will forever be grateful to him for this...

i like him

hi
so, there's this place i go - not that pretty, nothing much of any thing really, but i go.

i dont knw why its so hard to stay organised. im one of thoes who see clarity in clutter. but then i aim too high to fix said clutter n end up in that ....place

i am happy. i am workin on it. i am becoming me.

i am learning that i can make the mistakes - its not all that bad. i knw i will crash, but its ok.

i am a strong, beautiful woman... i can be who i want to be. so tonight in my dreams, i can be that super hero who can fix everything.

i am perfect the way i am. aren't u?